Busy. Sorry.

Change blogskin for just awhile lerhx. find it kinda unique. still editing.. sorry. din hav time to blog too. hmm. Todae is my MUMMY de birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY! MUACKS! hee~! Going out ltr for our dinner. dear's mum helped me order a birthday cake for my mummy. so sweet of her. =) dear gonna take it for me ltr. muacks! xie xie ni!
Yest, supposed to hav bio remedial. but at e veri last min, Anne came to me & Miao Hui. "no remedial todae". luckily, i was staying back to do my bio hw. *phew* if nt i'll be lyk gong gong waiting for e remedial in sch. Anyway, thx Anne! After i finish my bio, dear helped me put in Mrs Ng's pigeon hole cos he hav geog remedial at 2pm. den i went home lerhx. reached home i was damn exhausted. lying on my bed n there i go.. zZZZZ slping.. i nida rest! COMMON TEST DRIVING ME CRAZY! Common Test week coming right after National Day week! :( haix. gonna study study & study. time passes so quickly. time seems not enough for me. i nida break. weekEND ends really quick. i wonder if i can still survive in my class. it's so S-T-R-E-S-S! i guess i wont be taking bio anymore next yr. dunno wad cells here & there. it's jus so COMPLICATED! came to tok abt this, i realised everything happens for a particular reason. for example, a plant. it has xylem to transport water to e rest of e plant. if there's no xylem? everything happens for a reason. it's so strange, isnt it? i was wondering.. every human is made up of e same parts but everyone of us are unique bcos of e different DNAs. n why is there love between dat 2 particular ppl in a relationship when we hav all e same parts. but nt with other ppl? weird enough. where will ppl's soul be after death? why do other ppl live longer or shorter than us? why do ppl think this way nt the other? there's so many question marks in my mind. but those questions do not hav an answer. why do ppl dream? why isnt dream real? maybe i'm jus thinking too much. well. jus go on with my life bahx. dat's all. thx for reading my craps! haha. :)

Time passes really fast.

Hav been busy with other activities & CT lately. so din blog. sorry. hmm. last sat, we went to help out at e Bluesky Carnival. We reached sch 6.30am in e morning. I woke up around 5.30am & was damn tired! took 913 to sch. some of them alr reached. was sitting at e bus stop & i saw or perhaps we all saw Mrs Ng's husband. he looks lyk someone frm vietnam. a teacher too. teaching PE & Maths i tink. okae, den we went in as Mr Chew reached. He was e one holding on to e keys. We stayed at e canteen till 7am while we helped drying up e pandan paper. Bus was provided to send us to Suntec City Tower 1. in e exhibition hall, there's around 50 stalls if i'm not wrong. ranging frm Pri Sch to JC. our teachers were there to set up our stalls. we all went for our breakfast at e MacDonalds. we were each given $10 for breakfast & lunch. sponsored by Mr Loke, our principal. After eating, we went back to e stalls. Teachers then brief us abt how to answer customers' qns. to also know why we are selling those Bears. e exhibition started at 11am. Vincent wore e bear suit together with Wan Er, Seng Yie & Sze Hui went to distrubute e phamplets. at first, we all din hav e courage to open our mouth to invite e customers in. Willy was e first! he was kinda experienced. lolx. he got e first customer to buy our product! admire his courage. Slowly, we started to invite more customers. "Hello, we are selling hand made bears to raise funds for e Down Symdrome people. We have three flavours: Tea, Coffee & Pandan..." And so on.. it was really tiring to stand there selling those bears. Dear & his sis came around 3pm. i went to buy e Voxy nail polish. unique nail polish which will turn into another color under sunlight. cool. bought 1 for myself. hehe. jus to reward myself. 1 small bottle for $5. reasonable price. hmm. went home around 6pm. sat in e mrt train dozing off. i woke up finding myself lying on dear's shoulder. hee. nice. =P went to cwp. we saw Ser Bian. it's so coincidence! cos' we went separate ways after e carnival! end up reaching woodlands together & in e same train! hahas. meet up with wei li & Jason to have dinner. i wasnt hungry so din eat norhx. went home after dat. I really love e time dear & i joke with each other. *wide smiles* =)

Last Sun, we went to sell national flags. i thot we were goin to go to HDB to sell it. but no. we were supposed to sell to those terrace houses. i partner ser bian. our first customer was an ANG MOH. he bought 2! e shocking part was that he took a few $50 out when 1 flag cost only 2 bucks! he told us he dun hav small change. luckily, e CC auntie was behind us. if nt, i dunno where can we get e change. after dat, it was a hard time selling off e remaining 3 flags. those houses were lyk no one living inside de. around 10+am, dear called. he asked me if there's alot of ppl buying. i told him no, we left 3 more. he said he'll come down to buy 1 frm me. hee~! so sweet! so we waited at e bus stop. we thought of buying 1 ourselves. so we no nid to sell anymore. we're tired! After dat, dear send me home. i bathe & went to mit him again at cwp. going to his aunt hse cos' his ah ma's birthday. actually his biao jie wanted to go Orchard but cos' no one seems to be interested so din go. stayed there & i almost doze off while dear & his cousin were playing PS2. was really tired. den went home. watch tv. too tired to do hw. anyway, i wore e blue contact lens. first time. nt bad norhx. but abit artificial wor. nt really natural.

This is me with blue eyes~ nt really obvious in this pic bahx.

1 wk passed, CT over lerhx. but more coming up norhx. haix. yest, went to Ngee Ann Poly to hav a try on how a Crime Scene Investigation will be like. Testing whose blood is dat. we also brought home 1 sample which we did. it was fuN! wearing e coat lyk those doctors. hahas. nice~ took some photos. lolx. waiting for Corrine to send me. hmm. reached sch around 6pm. dear was waiting for me. he suddenly wanted to walk to cwp wor. so we walked there together. nice feeling nehx. i had my dinner & went to his hse awhile b4 goin hm. BLUR ME! i forget to bring back my hp! *knock head* okie larhs. i end here lerhx. i'll blog if i've time. tk care~

long time din blog.

Hahax. my toot lao gong. lolx. ke ai bahx. secretly kissed him. *shhh* lolx.

Hmm. din blog for a long long time lerhx. cos' having lots of CT. bussie studying & doing hw. i tink alot of ppl oso bahx. alot of ppl no time to blog. not lyk june holidaes lidat. anyway, this sat i'm going to help out for e proj done by Willy, Mai Wei they all. nid to sell e bears they made during e sch holi. kinda fun i tink. at Suntec City. mux go buy orh! Sun, helping to sell Sinagapore Flag. i tink around Woodgrove area. 3 hrs. i wonder if i've time to study for my CT next wk. mon-wed CT continuously. -.-' haix. got back some CT papers back lerhx. quite low marks. mux jia you. onli 1 chap but still get so low marks. final yr shld die one.

Finally noe how to post a photo up lerhx. no nid e "HELLO" prog lerhx. "HELLO" cant work nehx. jux found this special features onli. so testing first norhs.

Suppose to go to bed now. but my dear suddenly went to his fren's hse. he said he hav some probs. i kinda worried cos' so late lerhx. cant slp. nw waiting for him to sms mie. nth to do den blog norhs. i tink i'll end here lerhx bahx. nth more to write lerhx. tk care.

Ter - sorry wor. cant forge out time to acc u go out. i'm really bz this few daes. alot of CT. when i'm really free den i ask u out kkies? sorry.

I din hav this feeling for a long time.

My stomach is seriously having some probs, i tink. i've been vomitting quite often after eating.. (jux to emphysize, i'm nt pregnant!) last few wks, i'm having gastric pains. this wk i'm vomitting.. wad will be next? And i found out my weight hasnt gain during e june holi. mani ppl might hav be so glad lerhx. but i jux dunno why; it's lyk those who looks so much slimmer than me are heavier (no offence to anyone) . i wonder if i hav hollow bones.. During PE jux nw, after running 2 rounds around e sch compound, we went to take height & weight. while toking to anna, i was standing infront of e notice board. suddenly, i felt unbalanced. i nearly fall. i dunno why. den ltr, while walking back to class wit ser bian, i tink. i lost balance again. luckily i din fell down e stairs lahs. :] but jux wondering wad's wrong wit my health & body. did i tink too much? hahas. maybe bahx.

Mdm Chan treated e geog students rice crackers (Wang Wang in chi) . she said actually wanted to buy sushi for us but bcos' she was afraid dat she'll smash e sushi & we might get poisoned somehow.. changed e idea of buying sushi & bot rice crackers. we ate in class openly. hahas. yum yum. Mdm Chan, u rule e world! lolx. she also sae craps & lame jokes jux to make e lesson interesting & e lesson shortened alot. feel lyk continuing e lesson & nt goin for recess.. hahas. first time. if she's e teacher for my every subj, i'll be real glad. Mrs Ng is oso gd too. Mr Siao not bad norhx. i love their lessons lots! they told us lots' of things dat arent' in e txbk. it's abt e real life .. wad we're goin tru.. Mdm Chan still told us abt e condom thingy. she said condom oso differenciate in sizes. lolx. she read it frm a bk recently. she told us to be open-minded. it's natural. i agreed too. wad's there to laugh abt anyway? tink maturely. ;)

After sch, shld be having bio remedials. mrs ng postponed it cos' of e basketball trainings. she told us ytd but i tink i wasnt paying attention. lolx. i onli noe she mentioned abt e bball trainings thingy.. so i went to Singapore Indoor Stadium wit dear, min er, sze hui, seng hong, jason & another guy (dunno him. nt in our sch.) . e match starting was kinda boring.. but as u watched, u realised their speed is damn damn fast! i was lyk "WAH~!" eyes poping.. got 1 match which was really exciting. left a real deep impression. Taufik Hidayat(indonasia) & Peter Gade frm Denmark i tink. i really love Taufik's way of playing. it stunts me. flexible body, having damn gd defence, fast reactions. PERFECT! they fought for abt 1hr+. their 1 point was really difficult to get. e score is always stuck de. but it's damn exciting. last match, taufik nearly lost. 17-15 a close one. at first, he was losing out but he fight back to win & he won in e end. Peter Gade threw e racket on e floor as Taufik won e last ball. u can den hear e whole stadium's ppl cheering & clapping for him. we were all veri glad Taufik won!

Other than enjoying e show, i feel so happy being wit dear todae. all of a sudden i felt his love, care & concern jux lyk e beginning of our dating. he noe i'm damn cold, while having tea-breaks he went to queue up jux to buy dat cup of tea. jux nw when we went to buy food there. i asked him if he wan. he said," dun wan lahs. so long queue.". no matter how long e queue will be, he's willing to buy for me. i was really touched. he went to queue & buy dat cup of tea specially for me. :) He also bot a shoulder bag for me. black color de. it's e same as Sze Hui's. NICE~! xie xie ni, dear! i hav e urge to tell him "I Love You!" i felt really happy & contented today. :D i treasured my dae!

[Dear, these few daes i noe i've been really over-sensitive abt alot of things. really sorry. i've tink & thot tru. i was jux too "sha". i'm adding unnecessary stress to myself & to him. i've learnt to see things in another way. thx so much for spending so much time toking to me after 3hrs of badminton ytd. i noe u're really tired but u still insisted on cuming. i hope things get betta for u. dun stress urself out cos of studies. jux study when u nid to. relax urself when it's nided but nt over-relaxing. if u dun feel lyk study, jux force urself to sit down & study. no more slacking lerhx. for ur future sake. hao mahs? half a yr for u to treasure e time to catch up & study. O-level isnt dat scary. it's jux testing how much u hav learnt after e 2 yrs in sec 3 & 4. abit of basic frm sec 1 & 2. look it in another way, u'll not feel so stress. jia you! i love u, dear. i feel so xin fu! xie xie ni. :)]